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February 2006 |
Monday, December 28, 2009, 11:26:00 pm
-no mood--pissed off- -exploded- really can't take it anymore. Y can't my parents be like others? Y can't we just sit down and talk properly? Y can't we commuicate at all!? damn. I HATE THIS. JUST WANNA GRADUATE, FIND A JOB AND MOVE OUT OF THIS DAMN PLACE. i've got problems. but i can't share. once i tried to talk... will definitely end up in quarrel THEN HOW TO TALK!? Do they know that there's something wrong with my wrist bone, my ankles and my kneecaps? NO. They will just say go rub some oil.\ When i try to get some rest, then will ask me to do this do that, help this help that. Go out with friends. 9.30pm... START CALLING ME and tell me to get home. PLS LAR... HOW OLD AM I LE? WHY ALL MY FRIENDS DON HAVE CURFEW? WHY DO I HAVE ?!??!?! WHY IS IT WHEN THERE'S SOMETHING I WANNA DO, THEY WILL DEFINITELY OBJECT TO IT OR OBSTRUCT AND GIVE ALL THOSE STUPID COMMENTS WHY CAN'T I HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TO. ABOUT MY PROBLEMS? THEY ARE MY FAMILY YET I CAN'T TALK TO THEM I DON WANNA TELL MY FRIENDS, CUZ I'M SCARED THAT I;LL BURDEN THEM WITH MY PROBLEMS. THAT'S Y I'VE BEEN KEEPING ALL THE MATTERS IN MY HEART. NOT SAYING OUT AT ALL. THERE'S NO POINT SAYING OUT. THEY DON UNDERSTAND. AND WON'T BE BOTHERED TO LISTEN I NEED TO BREAK FREE.... I NEED MY FREEDOM I HATE THIS. SOMEONE JUST TAKE ME AWAY... PLS.... I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE..... Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 7:29:00 pm
back to post ><today was the 2nd day for common test and tml's the last paper! yay! intensive Open House training begins i guess... Singing out and projecting my voice has become a problem for me. i can't sing out loud TT i also have the habit of not breathing through my nose when singing, which results in my voice to sound like restricted. TT help TT i need to know the correct way of singing TT my vocal range's getting worse too... can't hit high notes, can't hit low notes. I'm stuck in the middle. Sounding flat for most of the time and with the addition of my slight flu, i sound really badTT Help TT Tuesday, December 08, 2009, 9:47:00 pm
Super pissed off today.MRT packed like hell... squeeze like siao... then come home.. check email... no reason tio warning letter KNN... then come home.. nag at me for not answering phone.. then when i check... wth 19 miss calls =.= Y IS IT WHEN IT COMES TO CCA... MY PARENTS HAVE TO INTERFERE SO MUCH?! Y CAN'T I JOIN A CCA HAPPILY WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT MY PARENTS OPBJECTING TO THIS... OBJECTIING TO THAT.... WHY?!!?!?!?! WHY.?!!?!?!? KNN LAR... SUPER PISSED OFF NOW... I HATE EXAMS....KNN................. ARGH................... Monday, December 07, 2009, 6:19:00 pm
Didn't blog for a super long time le..was busy with JMD practices... cuz there's lunch time performance and also Open House to prepare for. Celebrated my 20th Birthday in school and at home. Lunch Time concert was also on 25th Nov =) Celebrated with Vino, MeiLing, YinWhee, Mandy, Joel, James and Jerine at Manhattan Fish Market. It has since been a long time since we all met up =) As for JMD, training increases as the number of days to open house decreases. Got to sing in the Open house with XinYan, Vicky,Jade,Snow,Valentina and also HuiTing =) Gonna sing and dance Mienai Tsubasa, Everyday Zekkouchou and also Raining! Fusion dance was fun too =) With all the pains in ankles and knees XD Bruises are appearing on my knees XD Guess i hit too hard when i land on the ground XD Everyone's busy with their studies too. With tests, common tests and lots of projects, assignments and reports to hand in, life is almost crazy in sem 2. Rarely got the chance to go auditionsea and play le =( but i'll try and find time to go back =) Common Test is starting Next week >< i need time>< argh blog till here... -poof- |